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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 9:46 PM
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Watching: Ghost Hunters International
  • Drinking: Diet Coke
Sometimes... I wonder why I feel the way I do.
Why do I worry over facts and events that have already passed and cannot change?

Why do I let myself hope so wholeheartedly?
Just to be disappointed.

Why the hell do I actually read my horoscope?
And listen to it.
When really, I should just kick it in the ass.

Why do I feel so lonely? Like some huge part of my life is missing somehow. Like, Aristophanes' account of the origin of love in Plato's Symposium might actually hold some truth. Maybe there is another half of me that's out there somewhere, just as lost... with the same questions and the same pain.

Why am I writing about this on my dA profile?

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: Oklahoma, where the wind comes sweeping down the plain.
  • Interests: Photography, Writing, Theatre, Dancing in the Rain, Bollywood
  • Favourite movie: Across the Universe, Shaun of the Dead, Shakespeare in Love, The Kite Runner
  • Favourite band or musician: Damien Rice, The Beatles, Hootie and the Blowfish, Patty Griffin, Eisley, Van Halen, Left On Harvard
  • Favourite genre of music: Acoustic (Guitar and Piano), and Eastern Indian and Nepali
  • Favourite artist: David Forslund and Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Khaled Hosseini, Yann Martel, Will Shakespeare, Dr. Suess, and Barbara Kingsolver
  • Favourite photographer: Probably my Dad. He's the genes behind my talent, and the primary reason I do it at all.
  • Favourite style of art: Expressionism and Absurdism (In any form of art, whether visual or performing)
  • Wallpaper of choice: Photographs I've taken of my friends or animals. I sometimes like fanart too.
  • Favourite game: Fable: The Lost Chapters
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-BOX
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob, Fry, Zoidberg, and Stewie Griffin
  • Personal Quote: Ghosts were people too.
  • Tools of the Trade: My eyes, my little bitty Sanyo camera, NekoBucket, my Dad's criticism/encouragement.

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~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jul 14, 2008, 2:26:36 PM
You're welcome.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jul 14, 2008, 2:26:26 PM
You're very welcome, Titus!!!

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~titusm:icontitusm: Jul 14, 2008, 12:33:10 AM
thanks:D :)

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respect me couse' i respect you :hug:
save a life: [link]
=bubblywums:iconbubblywums: Jul 13, 2008, 9:29:50 PM
Thank you for the fave! :)

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~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jul 12, 2008, 4:19:56 PM
You're very welcome! It's such a wonderful photograph. Otters are so adorably expressive.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
*TVD-Photography:iconTVD-Photography: Jul 12, 2008, 2:40:27 AM
Thank you for the fave on Otter Brothers :hug: ^-^

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Baby cheetah!
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jun 23, 2008, 11:20:53 AM
You're welcome. It's a beautiful shot.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~titusm:icontitusm: Jun 21, 2008, 11:56:56 PM
:D :) thanks:)

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respect me couse' i respect you :hug:
save a life: [link]
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jun 17, 2008, 10:45:29 AM
You're welcome. Your photography is beautiful!

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
*TVD-Photography:iconTVD-Photography: Jun 16, 2008, 11:13:36 PM
Thank you for the watch :hug: ^-^

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Baby cheetah!
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Jun 2, 2008, 9:42:47 PM
Ur face be sew kewl.

I lub you toooo! Marry me!

Oh, and you need to come kidnap me soon, so I can take purdy peektures of you.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~NekoBucket:iconNekoBucket: Jun 2, 2008, 7:57:09 PM
man, we need to be more active on deviantart. I know I'm not as much as i should be. I lub you. i am going to try to be more active!

and i lub yoo!!!

love the new pictures.
ur broz be sew kewl.
^-^

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:heart:lauren:heart:
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: May 9, 2008, 9:34:26 PM
Damn, I meant to write "on." I fail.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: May 9, 2008, 9:33:51 PM
Isn't it a little convenient that they showed up at just the right time to save us?

Come one, guys! We're friends!

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~shadowsphade:iconshadowsphade: May 9, 2008, 7:04:00 PM
Good Job! We're friends!!

Wanna go to our secret spaceship??
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Apr 30, 2008, 5:29:44 PM
Welcome welcome welcome!!! :D

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~vikram-de-travancore:iconvikram-de-travancore: Apr 28, 2008, 11:57:30 PM
thank you so much for the faves :)
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Apr 28, 2008, 11:24:15 PM
You're very welcome.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~joeelway:iconjoeelway: Apr 27, 2008, 11:48:57 AM
Thanks for the fave and the comment.

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If it looks good, you'll see it.
If it sounds good, you'll hear it.
If it's marketed right you'll buy it.
But ... if it's real, you'll feel it.
~The-Sari-Club:iconThe-Sari-Club: Apr 24, 2008, 7:43:30 PM
thanks for the watch. :)
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Apr 22, 2008, 1:26:43 PM Mood: Wow!
AHHHH!

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~Lotus-Dancer:iconLotus-Dancer: Apr 15, 2008, 10:33:56 AM
You're very welcome, darling.

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Buyer beware of me, cuz it might get rough. If you want peace then live alone. If you wanna hide then find a stage. Each a brief but perfect home to accommodate your rage. And sometimes, in the midst of all my crimes, I feel lost... Or have I lost enough?
~Vulpine-Designs:iconVulpine-Designs: Apr 7, 2008, 7:03:28 PM Mood: Flirty
Thankyou so much for the favorite lovie

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you cannot silence my voice